confusion

Okay so this probably wont even make any sense at all, but being this confused is never good!
Yes it is about boys, but I'm a teenage girl, I'm allowed to be confused over them :)
But so I'm not giving anything away I'm going to tell it in a story format, less emotions etc..
So Once upon a time there was a princess (all my stories have princess' in) Anything this princess lived in a castle that was very busy! there were always changes with her parents redecorating and changing the staff all the time. But one day her parents opened a part of the castle so that special people could live in the castle and be safe. When the first person moved in the princess couldn't look at this person. She was confused about what made her do this. Then one day her parents threw a party and she got forced to talk to this person. She found this person a joy to be around and everything that this person done made her happy. She was always happy with this person around. She was so used to the person being around, it was a shock when this person announced that he had to leave to go visit his aunt in a town not so far, but it was in the mountains and out of range. This made her very unhappy but she knew that it was only for a short time and that she would soon see this person again. So she wrote all her feelings in a letter, but hidden in cryptic ways so that they wasn't too obvious in case the feelings weren't reciprocated. so when the time came for this person to leave she cried a lot for days. But after reading a book she decided that she was going to write letters and keep them in a box so if it ever came about that they would meet and the feelings were reciprocated then she could show him these letters.
Obviously after this person moved out another person moved in. This person was a great person. At first he as a little strange as he had a different way of living. After a while this person changed a little and the princess felt like she was able to fully be herself and just get a long with this person. But yet again this person found a big job that he too had to leave. Of course this upset the princess as she felt she was losing a close friend, one that she may never be able to see again. So she arranged a little going away party for all his friends and gave him a present. But at this party the man started to act differently. He was scared about this big job as he liked living in the castle and being surrounded by the people he has been. He told this to the princess and made the princess promise that she would never forget him no matter what. The princess promised this and looked long and hard at the man. She felt a strange thing towards him. She knew that the feelings she was having crossed the friend barrier but she also kept thinking about the first man. But the second man said that he was returning in a few days so that he could collect all of his belongings. Even so, when the man left the princess cried a lot for a few days. Counting the days til the return, she made sure that she looked presentable to finally say goodbye to a person she was unsure she was ever going to see again. But on this day the first man had returned also! the princess wasn't prepared for this at all. She was longing to see the second man to be able to say a farewell, but the second person stayed back as he knew that there were strong feelings with the first man. This really upset the princess as she wanted to be with them both equally. After a day being surrounded by these people the time finally arrived to say goodbye once more. However the second man was very distant and never said goodbye. This made the princess feel really sad as she wanted a chance to talk to this person. when the first man came over he exchanged a slow goodbye. This also made it hard for the princess as she knew how hard it was the first time to say goodbye. When the first man had said goodbye he went over and slumped into his friend that had come with him. This made it very hard for the princess as she has no idea what to think about who, and whether the feelings are even reciprocated back. So the princess must wait for a day where the truth finally reveals itself. The End.

Such a lovely and confusing story!!!